Today I realized that everything is different, but nothing is.
I'm in a new level of surrendering; to consciousness, to self, to universe.
When I used to imagine what it would look like, being the place that I am in now, I pictured it as brightly coloured, that I'd see the ribbons of energy dance around me. But I see it's not like that at all.
Although that may have been the expectation I needed to get myself to this place, I now just accept and let myself be fully present.
My mind a bit distressed by this underwhelming arrival to a destination I knew I would eventually get to, I settle into this next version of myself. All the deepening work that I've been doing, the connection to self, and all the trust that I've been building, I know there is nothing to fear. As I step into this new level of surrender and trust, I just am. Feeling a void from a true detachment from the previous things that held me back - there is now space.
As I step into this next level version of myself, I know that there is new work to be done - as there is always room to expand and raise our vibe. I finally know that I can be me anywhere I go, I can trust myself to lead me to anywhere I need to go and I can trust myself that I'll find what I need there (because I have everything I need no matter where I am). I am vulnerably open, take radical self-responsible to be my authentic self every single day. Simply just existing and listening - responding as I'm called to.
I had to release the previous version of myself that I outgrew. I energetically outgrew the beliefs, thought patterns, and certain behaviours. I am of course grateful for all of those things since they led me to my present but I made a commitment to expand beyond the things that had once kept me safe. Throughout my decision to commit; I rooted into my reasons, I accepted, I forgave, I loved. I had to let go of who I had been so I could become who I am, and who I've led myself to be.
I was forced to relax back into feminine this week - reflecting, resting, no where to be, nothing to respond to. It was the perfect time of transition. The more I find this ebb and flow of masculine (action energy) and feminine, the more aligned with divine timing and universal synchronicity. I know greatness is coming, and I'm so glad I have my people to share it with.
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